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Heart Shaped Flail
03:14
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Out of my mind
Out of my body
Choose to ascend
Astral project
Does he want me?
What would jesus do?
What the fuck should I do?
Thirty going on nineteen
What does heaven mean?
There it goes again
Swinging my heart around my head
Sleep for my love
Pain for my friends
Swinging my heart around my head
Like I’ve always been
Tuning in to life’s dissonance
Dim the light on time cuz it’s imminent
And harmonize with the awful frequencies
What’s the point in an end?
What does autonomy mean?
There it goes again
Swinging my heart around my head
Man it’s always “I”
Never “how’ve you been?”
Swinging my heart around my head
I’ll say it again
Isn’t it strange
How I can’t force myself to relate
Isn’t it strange how
nothing ever seems to change
Impossible, improbable
I’m so goddamn miserable these days
Can you relate?
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Perception Shift
01:42
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God I’m too depressed
To have this much wrong with my life
I’m beaten down
But sorting it out
Where’d you want to be
When you turned 25?
Wasn’t that nice?
Five stars is right
Can you feel perception shift?
Is it real?
Am I better for it?
Nothing happens for you
It only happens to you
The chaos sewed decree
Not dead but just dying
And alone
getting advice from a telephone
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Anne Marie
02:27
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[oh my god, listen to my voice]
Tell me is it true
I’ve got my legs on top of you
A flare-up of demise
Flirting with the neon lights
Panic, take a sip
Close your eyes
Hit the switch
What’s that you’ve advertised
Success achieved now visualize
Imagine a day you don’t come home super late
You don’t feel anything
You can’t feel anything
You want it
You need it
Cradle and you feed it
First it’s clear
Then it’s blue
Soon it’s bigger than you
Depersonalization
You can’t see it
It’s vacant
Don’t see it
It’s vacant
Swear that happens all the time
Bet you don’t even realize
I think it does
Don’t think you do
You better change and do it soon
[cool]
What am I selling?
Great question Anne Marie
Relatability
Write it down
Just make it worse
Is it a blessing or a curse
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Sweetheart
01:40
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Sweetheart
Do you ever stop to think
If this is important?
Sweetheart
Cuz all I do is
Worry if I’m good or not
Beyond the limit of all doubt
Sweetheart
Do you ever stop to think
Of what defines certain?
Sweetheart
Cuz all I do is worry
You know that I worry
I spent so much time wondering
And nothing comes from it
I spent so much time wondering
It’s time I show something for it
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Bed of Every
03:49
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Do you savor sadness?
Or do you think I am batshit?
I can’t remember before last thursday
Woke up feeling my head is empty
Retrace my steps through years of memory
Lay down on pavement
A bed of every
A bed of every
Everything I think I know
Everything I think I’ve sewn
Everything that I need
Everything you are to me
I’m sorry I just can’t recall myself
Heart in overdrive
Piece it together before lunch
Feels like I was born 10 minutes ago
Who are you to me?
Is that mine to know?
Mother’s middle name
The house I was raised in
Is there warmth in relief?
The impudence of belief
I’m sorry this all sounds so dramatic
I’m just not myself
I’m stuck feeling stagnant
I love my mother
I miss her greatly
Lay down on pavement
A bed of every
It’s mortifying
To wake up realizing
Every day is the same
And they’re multiplying
God I miss afternoons
Sitting outside your window
Singing songs about death
Didn’t know it was for you
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